January 14, 2011

Dear My Beloved Husband

Dear my beloved husband,


To me you are everything. When we're together, I couldn't care about anything else. I wonder what I would have done if you didn't love me. What if I never fell in love with you? Sure I'd be missing you and still looking for you for years. Just to think of it really scares me. How do you do it? How did you make me so incredibly crazy about you? I guess that's a question whose answer neither of us know. Well, whatever it is, now I don't think I'll ever stop falling in love with you. You're just too good to be true. You're the dream I never thought would come true. I never imagined myself with you, holding hands, loving each other. But now, it’s harder to imagine not being that way.

Every day, I think about you and I imagine how great every hour, every minute, and every second would be if you were here with me. Every night, when I lie in bed, I dream that you're beside me, holding me close to you. And if you were here, I'd whisper in your ear, how much I love you. Every word you say stays with me. You make me laugh out loud, you make me blush uncontrollably, you make me sing in the shower, you make me smile like an idiot, and you make me want to do anything and everything to talk to you for a minute more. What you will do next, I wonder. You are the only person I want to be with all the time. I wish it was just you and me, forever.

But it's more than all these things that everyone can see. I have this feeling that even deep inside, we talk. I guess that sounds really weird, but I don't know. Even if we're really far apart, you're still with me. We're still together over all the distance. I know you're thinking of me, like I am of you. It really comforts me. You know how we stand together and we're not speaking a word? Well those times mean more than just silence. It's just the way you are, like you're listening to me all the time. I feel I don't have to talk all the time for you to know what I mean. Everything about you is like an unsaid story just waiting to unfold itself to me. You must think I'm crazy, but I'll risk that because you know if for anyone, I am crazy about you.

Most of all, you understand. You get the kind of person I am. You accept me for who I am, and who I am not. Not many people are willing to do that. I'm not the easiest person to understand. But you know what? You did it, like all the other magic you did and that makes me entirely dependent on you. You let me talk about things, you listen, and you say it's ok. Just you doing that much makes me feel tons better. When you have that kind of effect on a person, they tend to lean on you even more. Now, I need you so much more than I did. I need you, I want you, and I love you. I want to pour my heart out to you so that you can mend all my hurt. Maybe I should lie off, and let you be. But your smile and all this love you're laying on me, makes me want to stay longer each time.

I love you the exact same way you love me, and that made such a difference. I love you so much. I want to stay in your arms till the end. I'll be by your side through thick and thin. I want to wipe away your tears like you have erased all mine. I want to laugh with you. I know each day for us is a gift. For us, the only tomorrow is one where we're more in love than today. The rest of our life is just waiting for us to discover, together.

I love you, a million times over,
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1 comments:

Srinidhi Chiruvolu said...

very nice..cant control my tears after reading this..good job my friend

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